Movin Down the Street

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“Imagine Stripes” from www.tituspowell.com

December 28, 2007

Cruisin down Roosevelt,

feelin the colored lights

and the cars and the stores.

Just movin down the street,

feelin life passing by.

            

Mika’s hurtin,

her throat’s in pain,

another human being

living another day.

She cuddling her son,

feelin his warmth and sweet smell.

And I’m just movin down the street,

feelin life passing by.

         

Maggie’s out of prison,

wonderin what

she’s gonna do now.

Hugging her two youngest girls,

thinkin of the mess

she’s made of her life.

And I’m just movin down the street,

feelin life passing by.

        

The Little Stripper Girl

lifts her infant to her breast,

caressing his head ever so lovingly.

Now something to live for,

a love that is happy

with her just being her.

A love that requires

her body not.

And I’m just movin down the street,

feelin life passing by.

        

Movin down the street,

the car ever so empty.

Opening the door

to a lifeless apartment.

No son to cuddle,

no daughters to hug,

no infant to feed.

Just movin down the street,

feelin life passing by.

         

To have a woman to hold,

a child to care for,

a purpose in life,

a path through the maze.

Just movin down the street,

feelin life passing by.

Published in:  on December 28, 2007 at 11:27 pm Leave a Comment

A Traveling Lady’s Insecurities

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“Whore” from zoetrix’s photostream on flickr.com
December 2, 2007:

A traveling lady stayed at Seneca’s place recently.

On her first work day, Seneca booked her work room at the hotel she likes.  He booked on Hotwire, knowing full-well the three-star hotel secured on Hotwire is always the particular local hotel she loves.

On the second day:

Escort:  “Mike, get me a room! I’ve got an appointment in an hour. I’m jumping in the shower.”

Seneca (later):  “Good news, honey. I got you in the same place as yesterday.”

Escort: “WHAT??? I’VE GOTTA SEE THAT F*CKIN’ DESK CLERK AGAIN TODAY. YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE A GODDAMN WHORE!!!”

The screaming went on for 5-10 minutes. That was the end of any hopes for friendship on Seneca’s part.

She again got a call requiring quick service, but was out of rubbers.

Escort:  “Mike, you got any rubbers?”

Seneca:  “Sure, honey, here’s a big box.”

Escort:  “WHAT??? THESE AIN’T LUBRICATED!!!”

Seneca:  “Honey, girls don’t like to suck on lubricated condoms.”

Escort: “THE F*CKIN’ TRASHY WHORES YOU SEE GOTTA USE RUBBERS, CUZ THEY’RE SEEING SCUMMY GUYS.  I ONLY SEE CLASSY GUYS, SO I DON’T NEED TO USE A RUBBER.  YOU NEED TO UPGRADE WHO YOU SEE!!!”

Seneca thinks to himself:  “Yeah, right!”

The relationship continues to devolve.

Escort:  “SuzyQ doesn’t see black guys.”

Seneca:  ”It helps that she specifies that on her website, as it nips those issues in the bud.”

Escort:  “So you’re saying I’m scum for seeing black guys.”

Seneca:  “I NEVER even insinuated such!!!”

The relationship cannot get worse.

Over the days, she gets several calls from guys that can’t wait fifteen minutes to see her.

Escort:  “Yes, I’d love to see you. Give me an hour. Oh, you can’t wait an hour?”

Escort:  “Mike, when I stayed in my own room, I was always ready. Look at the business I’m losing by staying with you!!!”

Seneca:  “Honey, tell me which hotel you want to stay at. We’ll get your clothes out of my place, and I’ll drive you there right now!!!”

Escort:  “BUT THERE’S NO BUSINESS!!!”

Seneca cannot wait to be rid of this woman!

On a Friday night, Seneca has a legitimate date with a non-escort.  The Escort has a call with a client, so Seneca couldn’t take her out anyway.  The Escort’s pissed that Seneca’s date is eating crab legs while she’s warming up noodles in her hotel room, waiting for her client.  She explodes at Seneca when he picks her up.

Seneca cannot wait to be rid of this woman!

She claims to be mid-thirties, but isn’t.  She is moderately known nationally and is well-reviewed on the review sites. 

Published in:  on December 2, 2007 at 12:31 am Leave a Comment

I Now Know a Girl Named Marina

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Mya

Written November 26, 2007

A few weeks ago, Angel called:

Angel:  “Mike, you gotta meet Marina.  You and her will love each other!  You gotta get her away from the jerk she’s with!”

Mike:  “Yeah, right.”

Angel:  “You won’t believe how this guy treats her.  She’s so nice!  You’ll love her!  I think she is soooo beautiful!”

Mike:  “Yeah, right!”

So I am offered a blind date with a mistreated woman who doesn’t necessarily know that she wants to break up with her Mr. Wonderful.  Then, once she leaves him, I expect to be her choice for a partner.  And, of course, I don’t even know if I will like her!

Marina is a dancer at a (cough……cough……) lower-line strip club.  She works the midnight to 4:00 AM shift, the shift reserved for women of the highest moral caliber.

So, days pass, then the phone rings.

Angel:  “Mike, she’s ready to leave this jerk!  You won’t believe what happened!  YOU GOTTA TAKE HER OUT TONIGHT!!!”

Mike:  “What happened?”

Angel:  “Friday, at the club (where Marina dances), he barfed all over the place.  Then, in the parking lot, he walked around with his thing in his hand, trying to squirt everything.  HE EVEN TRIED TO PISS ON ME!!!”  When Marina came out, he tried to run her down with his car!”

I mentally note that Mr. Wonderful is gainfully employed at the area’s premier strip club (not this club) as a parking lot attendent.  I further note that he has not mastered the nuances of parking lot etiquette.

Mike:  “Okay, honey, what time should I pick her up?”

At the appointed hour, I meet Marina at a Walgreens, as she fears Mr. Wonderful will show at home.

Dancers at Scores in Stone Park are models of womanhood.  Toned, perfect bodies, bodacious ta ta’s, pretty faces, long hair meticulously highlighted, and fresh manicures and pedicures.  Exquisite grooming with beatific smiles.

But Marina does NOT dance at Scores!

I watch her stroll towards the car, and note that she could afford to lose a pound or two, or maybe a score of pounds.  The extra weight is spread about a womanly hourglass figure.

Her natural hair is long and brown with a hint of red, but is stringy.  The optimist within me knows a trip to Mario Tricoci Hair Salon will take care of that issue.

She is an immigrant from Bosnia, near to Macedonia.  I am reminded of the Theban general, screaming at Alexander the Great: “SURRENDER!!!  That must be a Macedonian word!  We don’t know the meaning of it!!!”  To my new honey, “manicure” and “pedicure” must be Macedonian words, quite unheard of in Bosnian.

But I also know some good nail salons!

So, I am given raw material capable of being shaped into top stripper quality, and she prefers extremely dysfunctional relationships.

What more can I ask for?

We begin dinner at her choice of restaurants.  (I too love Olive Garden, but to her it’s high-line.  She’s young, okay???)  My ringing phone electrifies us, for it’s Angel screaming that Marina MUST get home.  Mr. Wonderful is looking for her!

We order my food to go, and leave hers to rot, as she would have to explain it to Mr. Wonderful.

Weeks pass,

and she is unable to again break free,

until Monday evening, November 26,

when the story continues below.

Published in:  on November 28, 2007 at 11:15 pm Comments (3)

Terms of a Relationship

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Mya

Written November 27, 2007

Badder is a serious rehab effort on my part, but is as far away from a possible girlfriend as it gets.   Weeks pass, and I continue to hear from Angel that Marina and I are sure to be a match made in Heaven.  I do wonder if Badder’s living here has put a damper on my propects with Marina.  So I call Angel:

Mike:  “Honey, Badder’s turning herself in Tuesday morning.  She won’t be living here for awhile.  Does that help with Marina?”

Angel:  “Yes, you need to see her right away!”

I am to pick up Marina at Rene’s, and, as the door swings open, I am thunderstruck by the visage of Rene before me.  She is willowly and sexy, with dark hair and a sweet smile. 

As Marina and I drive in the car, I feign little interest in Rene, but am able to find out that she is married to a taxi driver who is immensely devoted to her.  I can understand why!

Marina: “Rene is no longer in the business.”

Mike (startled, wondering if there is any woman left alive not in the sex trade):  “What business?”

Marina:  “The dungeon business.  She used to run a dungeon.”

Mike:  “What is a dungeon?”

Marina:  “It’s all dress-up and role-playing, acting out.”

Mike:  “Yeah, right.”

At Marina’s favorite restaurant, the Olive Garden, she wishes to negotiate the terms of our relationship, our lips hardly ever having touched.  There was one kiss, at the end of our first date, that did curl my toes.

In the car, she had been touchy, seemingly affectionate.  I look at her now, and notice her beautiful, small mouth with lips a vivid natural pink, a pink the exclusive property of youth.  Her eyes are dark and beautiful. 

The stereotypical Egyptian woman of classical times had huge eyes, the top and bottom edges of which seemed to come together at the outside in an extended line.  She has those eyes naturally.  I have noticed this feature in some people from her part of the world, namely Bosnia and Croatia. 

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“My Brown Eyed Egyptian Girl” from Edgar Diaz Rocks photostream on flickr.com

Mike:  “Honey, are you sure you want to leave this guy?”

Marina:  “Yes, he choked me so badly that I thought I was gonna pass out!”

Mike:  “What else is wrong with the relationship?”

Marina:  “I love to kiss and cuddle.  He doesn’t.  He’s always in a bad mood!”

Mike:  “Anything else?”

Marina:  “Sex!!!  I get it only twice a week, and then it’s for just two minutes.  I’m 23-years-old, and I need more than that!”

Mike:  “Did you ever try to see other guys?”

Marina:  “NO!!!  I can’t lie like that!  Besides, I’m more interested in girls, but he would never let me bring anyone over!”

So, I am being interviewed

for the boyfriend position

with a 23-year-old dancer

who can’t get enough sex

and wants to bring other women

into the relationship. 

I am getting dizzy……..

I am passing out……..

Published in:  on November 27, 2007 at 6:08 pm Leave a Comment

An Angel on Thanksgiving

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“Feel Klaudia Leaves” fromwww.tituspowell.com

WHO IS HE???

He’s my father!!!

WHO IS HE???

He’s my Uncle!!!

WHO IS HE???

He’s my father!!!

WHO IS HE???

He’s my Uncle!!!

On a warm summer evening, a visitor begins pulling out of the parking lot of a cheap motel.  The black top is breaking up into chunks and disintegrating into a dark gravel.  The 1940’s motel is low and wide, a single-story building of dirty yellow brick, with ugly dark brown doors hiding the desperation within.

One door is open, yet the light of the early eve fails to penetrate the room’s darkness.  A woman can be seen heating noodles on a single electric element, supper for her 4-year-old son.   It is a quiet evening.  The departing visitor takes care not to disturb the calm of the moment.

The woman is 25-years-old with big blue eyes and blond hair falling to her back.  Her body is womanly and her breasts are full.  Angel is the sweetest and most laid-back chick on this planet, in spite of having love relationships only with men who beat her. Her milky white skin is unblemished save for the tattoos naming the black man to whom she is dedicated,

the man who fathered her son,

the man who returns to take her earnings,

the man who beats her regularly.

Months pass, and it is now Thanksgiving.  The blacktop is still there, still crumbling, but now it is a cold Chicago morn.  The sky is overcast and is a deep grey, matching the mood within.  That same visitor calls to ensure that she and her son have a Thanksgiving meal today, and the phone is answered with quiet sobbing.

Visitor: “What’s wrong, honey?”

Angel:  “My weekly rent was due two days ago.”

“I have no money.”

“We have nowhere to go for Thanksgiving today.”

“I’m worried about my new baby due in three months.”

Angel loves her chocolate white, and her men chocolate.  Her new baby is due February 22, 2008.  The baby is the product of a five-day romance with a black guy who tells her that the baby is her problem. She should have used protection.

Did Angel ever have a chance in this life?

Angel’s mother’s much older brother started having sex with his own sister when she was 8 years old.   At age 18, Angel’s mother was pregnant by her own brother.

Angel came into this world 25 years ago, the product of a brother and sister. Her mom is now a crack-and-heroin addicted streetwalker in Angel’s home State of Kentucky. Her father/uncle is not in contact and is not in Angel’s life.

Pedophiles continue in Angel’s life, for she was molested by a non-family member beginning at age 6. It continued for some time. The scum molested many others and Angel testified at his trial for molesting someone else when she was 11. The scum served 13 years and was released a year ago.  

After Thanksgiving dinner today, the driver stops at a convenience store to get Angel her cigarettes.   The four-year-old does not get many treats, as mom is generally broke. When entering a convenience store, he starts screaming with joy as he runs around securing a frozen soda, gum, candy, and junk food. The poor white clerks frown and look sullen as they leave their position behind the counter to watch this kid, black to them, half-black in reality. 

As his mom is buckling him into the rear seat of an extended-length cabin, he stares at the wood, the leather, and then smiles, looking the driver straight in the eye, exclaiming “I feel great!!!”  He and the driver bonded at that moment.

Returning to the room in the twilight, the blacktop is now even colder, the room even darker.  Swinging the door open, she and her son return to their darkness.

Published in:  on November 22, 2007 at 11:29 pm Leave a Comment

Charlotte

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Charlotte

Written November 15, 2007

Charlotte communicates her youth in a number of ways, especially with her beautiful creamy skin shouting her fertility.

Her skin is unusually soft. One wants to touch her and touch her. When one catches a glimpse of her hands, so young, so tender, so creamy, and so soft,  one dreams of holding those hands, and just basking in her glow.

She does have tatoos, on one shoulder in particular. Why do young women do that?  Most of her body is young, creamy, soft skin.

She showed up wearing a top that revealed nice, young cleavage and that beautiful skin.

Her eyes are so sexy and her lips are pouting.

She graduated with a philosophy degree from a Chicago school, and seems so bright.  Intelligence seems to allow an intense connection.  She is definitely intense.

She is a new flower, opening up to the world, wandering about, questioning, and learning.  She is thirsty for knowledge and understanding.

She lives in Minnesota, and plans to return to Chicago frequently.  I quickly developed affection for her, and she did reply that we are on our way to becoming friends.  We had a nice phone conversation today.

Before she exited the car, I was allowed to kiss that tender, young hand, and it was wonderful.

Published in:  on November 18, 2007 at 11:39 am Leave a Comment

A Closeness

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 “Feel Danielle Castle” fromwww.tituspowell.com

Written November 17, 2007

Her eyes are closed,
and her face is so gorgeous.
Huge, young, sexy eyes open,
meeting my gaze.

I look at her
and look at her,
our lips together,
my arms around her,
feeling her softness
and my joy in her womanhood.

The closeness of that moment
and the intensity of that kiss
forge a magical bond.
Any faults she may have
are nothing.

This is the moment for which
we were placed on this Earth.
This is the intensity
that makes a man want
to take care of her forever
and ever.
This is the bonding
that makes me want
to protect her from any hurts
till the day I die.

She rolls on her side,
her back to my chest,
her tight tush pressing against me,
my face buried in her hair,
naturally red
with the reddish red color in streaks
that only a youngster
can get away with.

I tell her that
I want to smother her in kisses.
She laughs a soft laugh
and says I already am.

Her hands are so beautiful
and young and soft.
She is ever so gentle
in her touch,
then presses with a firmness
that reveals passion.
I love her hands
and I love her whole body.

As I tense and
become less sensitive to touch,
I feel the intensity of her mouth
and the softness of her lips,
kissing,
kissing,
and kissing.

She stands,
and her long, toned legs
flow into her
slender tush.
A creamy softness is
everywhere one looks.
One cannot help but to
touch and touch and touch.

She asks:
“Mike, do I need to lose weight?”
Now it’s my turn to laugh,
as I assure her she
is the most beautiful being
on this planet,
and I hope she never changes.

She smiles,
and I do love her.
I want this moment
to  never end.

Published in:  on November 17, 2007 at 4:06 am Leave a Comment

Wakin’ Up

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“insane” from methylium’s photostream on flickr.com

Wakin’ up in the mornin’,

 where in the f*ck am I!!!

Still can’t see,

reachin’ for the night stand.

Watch floatin’ in a puddle of Jim Beam.

Yuck, it’s sticky!

Holy shit!

It’s Tuesday.

This must be New York City.

I smell something.

Where in the hell did that Craigslist chick come from???

I look at her and think “I didn’t, did I???”

Wait a minute!!!

That’s Trashy Trish from Mannheim Road!!!

Where in the hell am I???

THIS AIN’T NEW YORK CITY!!!

Published in:  on November 12, 2007 at 12:16 am Leave a Comment

Back Home in Indiana on Memorial Day

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“The American Cemetery, Omaha, Normandy, France” from dorsetbay’s photostream on flickr.com

Out of advanced infantry and airborne schools, these were three of America’s finest!

All they wanted to talk about was girls! They loved to laugh, joke, and drink beer! Their bodies were young and ripped from paratrooper training. They thought they could do anything! They were gonna live forever!!!

The three brothers were big strapping Swedes, over six feet tall, with broad shoulders and deep chests. All had reddish-blonde hair! Their faces were nicely featured. The girls talked about them as much as they talked about the girls. The oldest, age 21, is the reliable one. As his dad is long dead, he has become the man of the family, and takes care of everyone. In spite of early maturity, he is full of fire and life.

But no one can take care of everyone else very long……

for he is killed on the second day of the Normandy invasion.

His body still lies in France.

The middle brother, age 20, Mr. Personality, the one everyone loves to love, never hears of his beloved brother’s death. The spark of his personality is extinguished……

as he is killed just two short weeks later in the invasion of Italy.

His body remains in Italy today.

The youngest, age 18, Big Red, is returned to stateside duty due to an urgent request to President Roosevelt from his mother. He feels very guilty (the legendary survivor’s disease) because he lived instead of his brothers. He becomes a lifelong alcoholic, and dies of alcoholism at an early age.

He dies with that same reddish-blonde hair, deep chest, and great handsomeness he shared with his brothers……

but his face was lined, deeply lined.

I remember that he was able to cry at appropriate moments, when others were unable to cry.

Upon the death of her two sons, the mother never smiles again. She dies a bitter old woman. I remember her blaming Roosevelt for killing her two sons, as if Roosevelt was to blame for their deaths at the hands of German forces.

Did the two ever taste a woman? At that time, unlike today, it was entirely possible that they had NOT.

I don’t know.

The effects of their deaths are real even today. If they lived, would Big Red have become an alcoholic? Would the family have been spared the terrible effects of his alcoholism?

I don’t know.

Would the family have been spared the bitterness of the mother and the emotional walls so many family members were forced to build?

I don’t know.

Certainly, our family gatherings would be different, as the children they would have fathered would be with us. Because of that war, our gatherings are smaller, just like the gathering of every family whose members went to war throughout history.

Today, the family retains the brothers’ medals, a few faded photographs, and a few letters from overseas. None of the family alive today was yet born when the two brothers were killed. These once potent paratroopers are now just memories handed down from their generation to the next.

They loved the cute little girls they went to high school with. Those girls are now dead or in their eighties.

We talk of bringing their bodies home, back home to Indiana, where we all are from. We talk of burying them next to Big Red, the three finally united again and forever. Some of those cute high school girls are buried in that same cemetery.

We talk of their love for home,

for Indiana.

They did not love France.

They did not love Italy.

They loved Indiana.

We talk.

Published in:  on November 11, 2007 at 4:51 pm Leave a Comment

I Remember Her

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“Cool Lana Face” fromwww.tituspowell.com

I see her in the distance, 

tall and slender,

walking up the gentle hill,

her big, furry dog pulling her this way and that.

Her clothes are normal.

She’s not dressed for attention,

but they fit her ever so perfectly.

Her body is just the right size,

slender in the mid-section,

womanly and slender elsewhere.

Central European features,

big eyes,

gorgeous face,

little makeup.

A brunette,

a full head of hair tumbling down her back.

Is that a Czech accent?

Is she from Prague?

The conversation is short.

Her direct gaze

makes it seem so intense.

Focused,

fully engaged,

she gives full attention.

Finished, she moves on.

A genuine woman,

enjoying the walk

and the dog.

Bereft of baubles

and the accoutrements of wealth,

she in tune with life

and totally sexual.

Her very being is her jewel.

No property

to scream her status.

Her way of being alive

is her magic.

Who is she?

Published in:  on November 10, 2007 at 11:31 am Leave a Comment